Fairing Well

I'm fairing well.

Read: fair, as in county fair.

4H speeches

I have 4 speeches within the next 2 days

I basically have no idea what I'm going to talk about

Halp

I have built a house

Sitting in hot glue

and piles of chopped off popsicle sticks

and skewers

listening to music

following Team USA

and being afraid of getting poked if I move

and procrastinating on cleaning up

WHAT ON EARTH ITS APRIL ALREADY

now I feel that everything is about due-

Science Olympiad
AP TESTS?!?!?!?!
SATIIs
Mathmathmathmathmath
School in general
4H stuff
Just life in general. 

It's funny...March 31st didn't evoke this sort of panic from me, April 1st/2nd did. Funny how the mind works.

BUT ISH SCARY

Public Speaking v.s. Writing

Most people would rather die than speak in public. 

I'm completely opposite.

I'd much rather give a speech than write an essay.

I'd much rather talk to actual people instead of sitting in front of a keyboard typing out what I want to tell people.

Is it just because I'm such an extrovert?

Or is it because of 4H?

I don't know.

I can easily sit in front of the computer for HOURS writing out a speech.

I DIE within minutes of sitting down to write an essay.

This further confirms my weirdness.

AAUGH #4

Record books.

Nuff said.